i have experience that moves me to exactly that I want to own

Early on I wanted so much to have a business to develop income in my pocket, but I got busyness that I could not attend to anything even to snap photos of my activities at that time. I chose cupcakes as products and I produced them myself, the productions become heavy took my energy for the right things, people and activities.

I tried even open a kiosk at Tesco, Mutiara Damansara, I got the supporters were my family, my mom came and bought many. It was fun but it is easy as I sell food and people come to us, we do not have to say please come and try and all, but off course they asked a lot of questions.

The income that was my aim, not the busyness that get me so occupied til no time for others.

My hubby encourages activities that he can be part of it not like me spending in the kitchen when he is around. That awakes me too, so even blogging I get him involve like reading or get some ideas what to blog.

He likes if i told jokes about my dad because my dad is a spontanneous jovial person.

"One example is i baked cupcakes took sometimes to finish one batch yet it is not healthy but it is a happy moment to eat it. But my dad said "ala the easy way is to put two piece of daun or leaves (salad), apply mayonaise and add shrimps and ready to eat,  semua ni trick ja, charge dekat RM20/-"

I think it is so true and funny too. I pray for income not extra coming moves to fill my time so i start saving with the money that I tend to buy flour, sugar and etc :)

I praised the Prophet saw to get me a pleasant moment and I am very pleased

 Fadya's brother steals the limelight and blow off the candle

To give birth to my lovely daughter Fadya who was born 12 Jan 2012. Praising Prophet made it easier for me to go out of a painless and uncomfortable situation to give birth to a beautiful baby girl. Alhamdulillah. It was planned birth date but it was the due date that nobody knew but me, that was very uncomfortable and slow preparation from the hospital. I was due but the thing was the nurses thought it was a plan and could take it slow that was challenging for me. I praised the Prophet with my heart that I could go through this. My lips kept praising, my heart consoling me that a human could make it and meant to make it like the prophet too. Getting done with it it was not easy as it was not in our hand to push others to make the progress fast but only with doa. I got calmed with the doas and praising to let the time came fast for me to go through the waiting time that  I anxiously waited for 9 months and to comfort myself by praising to SAW just for few minutes or hours it did not matter as long as my baby and me would be safe. Exhausted, excited and I asked from Allah to redha for me to Enjoy the gift He granted to me.

Last week we celebrated Fadya 2nd birthday. It was ad-hoc gift from my sister and my brother which hosted by my nephew, the dinner was meant for brother who is posting to San Jose for a new job, so it was a See you later dinner plus a small cake to mark the birthday for dearest Fadya. I love you and everybody loves you, sayang mama ni.

I have a blessed 2014 as I feel it and take easy with it

Though it was the first week of school and I was figuring out how to make Faiq back into the system of a school schedule and mood. I bumped with a new teacher and told me that Faiq is kind of different kid, he walked around with food in hand. He showed that he knew what he's learning.

The teacher said she wants my permission or green light for her to raise her voice with Faiq. If the next day Faiq hesitates to go to school I have to explain it to him that the teacher scolded him because...

I spoke to teacher that the teacher need to get him into the school or learning environment or atmosphere as this is the first week of school. I told the teacher make it clear to him that he needs to sit while eating and let him know that his peers are doing the same.

As I recalled I send Faiq to school is first to get him to have peers for him to learn from. I believe kids learn from friend of their age. So since school holiday, I also took leisure off thinking of school, I got panicked too.

So the teacher said ok for us to get him to school first then only get him interested in sitting down to learn not stray to explore during class.

I feel and focus of what I will fascinate about this is to get Faiq most improved student this year of 2014.

InshaAllah,
Fair

I started by cleaning the porch floor and sweep it clear and find act of gratefulness having a shelter...

Yesterday was Maulidur Rasul birthday, we woke up and went out to have breakfast and stopped at plants nursery and get some plants and soil for my green fresh environment project. We went for groceries as well as we planned to stay indoor and relax. Instead, I was grouping the recycle stuff to papers, plastic and cans categories, after I have done that, the best feeling I ever feel clean and empty space and wide view in the house.

I leave the stacks outside and ready to weigh them and trade them with MONEY.

I was thinking to have frequently going to overseas, this is I want to do since my brother is moving to San Francisco. I figure out the lowest airfare to search around. This is another to make it work and real too.

Alhamdulillah, Faiq was happy to school, when he met his teacher, he told about cockcroach he saw and the porch. My hubby did pest control DIY now, before we have Rectokil  to do is for us.

I leave my dad's photo here, I love him dearly.

kindness from,
Fair

I changed the blog's name from Journey of a Pscyhologist to An Author is because I expect my audience to become readers..

and also the movie Up made the move too, until the many times I watched it, it captured my heart. Faiq loves the movie so much, he even acted like the Russel while watching him. I wished I could filming him, he looked so cute trying to walk and talk like Russel.

Yes I have an adventure to talk about, its all started in morning to get Faiq to school. Then having me for breakfast.

My thoughts run fast about making money, it is from recycling to making plants in jars. I have yet to convert it into action. Just browsed the waterproof stickers for glass jars and bottles. Just thought of putting recycles stuff in the clear plastic bags and bring them to the recycling lot for weighing and getting MONEY.

The clock ticks at 11:39am and must get ready to fetch Faiq and have lunch.

Mild adventure to venture and leaving her adventure break photo at USS.

Love,
Fair

I earn a lifetime skill that generates income

I baked 4 cupcakes in four days in a row. I assumed this activities will generate income for our family.

On last Friday, I started with orange cupcake, I have the pictures taken in my phone, guess will posted her soon. My husband said it is good, but I find it so sweet on the cream. After orange cupcake, I have baked kiwi cupcakes, that is the perfect cake I have baked. Mild sweet cream with kiwi chopped on top. 

I became addicted with baking because it is so easy, I decided with strawberry since my husband bought it with kiwi fruit on the same day, so just to make sure it is as fresh I baked strawberry right after. I and husband just tasted a bite each because we know there are more coming for us to taste.

Way in the beginning I planned to baked raisins cupcake because my kids love raisins, though I am more interested in fresh fruit based first. I have made it the raisins cupcakes, but they pulled out the raisins and ate and left the cake behind.

On my mind I have been thinking to bake lemon cake because it sounds so fresh, but I know that lemon lasts longer so I leave it there til yesterday, Wednesday, baked them 12 or 13 cups. I told Faiq's teacher that I started learning to bake cupcake and promised her to bring the cupcakes for the teachers to taste. I did it yesterday, then I have got the message that the cake was so good, the frosting got lemon taste, the butter is tasteful, the cake is moist with mild lemon taste, smell nice too with the bites of zest

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I have never thought that I could bake cakes, I am glad I have tried, from this activities, I know it will generate income and I with my husband will have more leisure time.

"I am cheered coz I let myself to"

I know I blog about my morning most but its kind spontaneous feeling though I have called hubby and mom to share the story already. I am cheered by a beautiful cheerleader. She is only five years old, her name is Dania. She is helpful and care for Faiq at school. She would say "Hi Sheikh" and kiss him on the cheek sometime, even Yuen Shen did that too but Dania took and carried Faiq's bag to the class, see how thoughtful is Dania for Faiq.

Today at the car after Faiq went in, teacher Fariza told me that Dania wore scarf yesterday. The teacher asked her why all of a sudden she wears scarf, she answered "I want to become like Faiq's mom". How sweet and touched me in the heart. The the teacher continues that I have an admirer that all never thought. I feel embarrassed but say my scarf a little longer now because today I put on like Sophia Loren in convertible car and the teacher smile said sweet too.

I like to find Dania's photos if I have in school's album. Dania is a beautiful girl, I think I ever told her that.

Wassalam with love,
Fair

 

the kind of scarf that need to improve