saya doakan fadya faham untuk duduk diam bila kami makan

Macam-macam dimintanya waktu kami mula makan. Cakap elok-elok, sekejap ja dia duduk, bagi tablet, dia tengok berapa minit ja. Lepas tu tah fikirannya nak apa tah la. Macam Faiq pun sama masa 3 - 4 tahun. Sekarang dah memahami. Tapi hari ni saya marah Fadya, kenapa tak nak duduk tadi, dia cakap dia aiskrim  Ehhh saya dah tanya sebelum duduk lagi nak aiskrim ke tak, dia cakap tak mahu sebab nanti dia batuk dia cajao sambil berlakun batuk. Saya bising lagi esok tak boleh ikut lagi. Kalau nak ikut kena duduk, janji. Fadya cakap janji

I praised the Prophet saw to get me a pleasant moment and I am very pleased

 Fadya's brother steals the limelight and blow off the candle

To give birth to my lovely daughter Fadya who was born 12 Jan 2012. Praising Prophet made it easier for me to go out of a painless and uncomfortable situation to give birth to a beautiful baby girl. Alhamdulillah. It was planned birth date but it was the due date that nobody knew but me, that was very uncomfortable and slow preparation from the hospital. I was due but the thing was the nurses thought it was a plan and could take it slow that was challenging for me. I praised the Prophet with my heart that I could go through this. My lips kept praising, my heart consoling me that a human could make it and meant to make it like the prophet too. Getting done with it it was not easy as it was not in our hand to push others to make the progress fast but only with doa. I got calmed with the doas and praising to let the time came fast for me to go through the waiting time that  I anxiously waited for 9 months and to comfort myself by praising to SAW just for few minutes or hours it did not matter as long as my baby and me would be safe. Exhausted, excited and I asked from Allah to redha for me to Enjoy the gift He granted to me.

Last week we celebrated Fadya 2nd birthday. It was ad-hoc gift from my sister and my brother which hosted by my nephew, the dinner was meant for brother who is posting to San Jose for a new job, so it was a See you later dinner plus a small cake to mark the birthday for dearest Fadya. I love you and everybody loves you, sayang mama ni.

"I lift up my butt to let my kids have an evening outdoor feel"

I just got to do it with my kids and hubby to taste evening sun. After evening prayer, I get Fadya for refreshen up and my son too. Fix milk-to-go and buckle them in the car. We arrived at my hubby's office and decided to to go to small cafe as my kids love speghetti.

Suddenly it was raining, we make doas as always.

It was peaceful early dinner we had. Some outdoor feeling, sipping coffee for hubby while I had orange jjuice.